środa, 16 lipca 2014

New divide ~ 6 /Chester

Mike used to stay over so often several years ago so I even had a room for him. But that was long ago so now I had to get the covers on the bed ready. Once I finished I went into the kitchen and on the counter, my note was there on the counter, I completely forgot about it... Just from this morning. He didn't talk to me since we came back. In the second I turned around I saw him leaning on the door frame, he was standing there looking at me, while I had the note in my hand, I felt awkward so I put it back down. He sighed slowly, and deeply, "Night" he said and vanished into the other room. It got more awkward between us since I gave him the note but at least there was a tone off my heart. I tried sleeping, but since before I could not keep my eyes open, it was the opposite, my body would not let me close an eye, just relax now, that's all I wanted, no more secrets to get rid of. I could not sleep all night, It seemed I was nearly asleep when my eyes opened again and wouldn't let me get any rest. Suddenly at around 3am there was loud banging in my kitchen, I rushed there, when I got there the bang sounds did not stop so I turned on the light to check what was happening. Nothing apparently, but another sound began, loud high pitched squeaky noises which lead me to a painful headache. I crouched into a ball onto the ground and held my head and ears but neither, the noise nor the pain stopped. Unexpectedly I felt a soft tap on the shoulder, and all of a sudden it all stopped, "You 'k bro ?" I could hear a deep voice ask "Yeah just a sudden head pain while I was getting a drink" I answered. Mike nodded lazily and trudged back to bed. What the hell was that ? Am I going crazy ? I finally got what I wished for, a little rest, a bit of sleep but I woke up a bit early.. I woke up early, well earlier than I usually do anyway, Mike wasn't awake yet tough. But just to be sure I came into his room, maybe he was waiting till I wake up, no. He was just still asleep. I leaned again my shoulder and looked at him for a moment, I don't know what it was, but something made me really happy inside and I could not help myself from smiling a little to myself and turning back to make breakfast. I was in my morning mood which wasn't really feeling tired but still not fully awaken. So I didn't really want to do anything too time taking. Waffles or toast, but which one ? Oh come on I had way harder decisions than that, why am I even bothering to think, I'll just make toast and cheese. My luck, no cheese, but then there was that feeling that you want something when you can't have it, I had to go to the shop across the street to get cheese, I wrote a note saying "No Cheese, went to get some - Chaz" And left it on the table, hopefully Mike would find it, or at least stay sleeping while I'm gone. I bought the cheese and when I came back home Mike was sitting on a chair beside the counter with a mug of Coffee ? Tea ? Couldn't tell but he was there. It was as if I tried saying "Morning" in my mind but my body wouldn't let me again. But I forced it out and said it smiling, not a fake, cracked smile, a truthful happy smile this time. But.. Why was there no reply ? /Chester  

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